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FIVE POEMS
by Prageeta
Sharma
I
CANNOT FORGET YOU
There
are populated gestures
in the dining room where we become public
partners of a compromise. If I never lift this explosive
to show
the little complexity of diction,
I shall never feel certain if I have lived
a satisfying life. I am unsure of the urgency
that lies
beneath shyness. Compelled to negotiate,
I speak out of turn. There is nothing
one can do when they behave poorly.
CATALOGUE
OF SWINDLES AND PERVERSIONS
after
Orwell's "Politics and English Language"
Ring the
changes on or take up the cudgels for,
to toe the line
and ride roughshod over,
to stand shoulder to shoulder with Achilles' heel,
swan song and hot bed.
Do not pervert another phrase.
Grist
the mill and make itself felt.
exhibit a tendency, take effect,
deserving of serious consideration,
this is to operate with false verbal limbs.
Pretentious
diction is elemental and phenomenal,
primary or promotional.
Deracinated, clandestine.
Meaningless
words are romantic, scientific and reactionary.
Jargon
particular to Marxist writing is impermissible,
extramarital and non fragmentary.
Do not pervert another phrase.
IN OPEN
WATER, IN MATHEMATICAL STAR
after
Breton
The
glove was lost under the twinkling of night, under the premise
of an open pocket and led me to the question of captivity with a brass
timepiece
calculating the motion, it was in the midst of a blush.
In the desire for suspension, for speed, you beamed, led
mathematically
to the pupil of evening, the gossamer cast
overlooking noon and of the formula of morning loose over the hands
while it was your vodka that was clear. All who had been driving
pulled over to touch weather in rare bodily grain
THE QUALITIES OF
THINGS
I keep
freedom under my belt, I say, this is for the little people.
With a taunt and shallow plush smile, I have read a book that will keep
oranges that bright aluminum and poets amongst trucks fretting
in that neighborly way. He might say,
you are looking for a stray dog beneath straw light.
I, however, want to hold up a candle in a philosopher's coat
and with a beard to scratch,
account for all misguided phantoms in the shadow, carry a silver buckle
and a manly fat stomach, salute the orange grove, and ask the marines.
With freedom under your belt, he might say, the stench is wicked,
the dogs are wicked this time of night. I bar the door. He rubs his
eyes.
We have never seen geese as white this early.
The quantitative methods for business are sung out the window in late
spring
when one receives letters and packages,
identifies the neighbors dog with a smile.
We leave a note to the traffic cop, this an imagined car, it is a shiny
bright red.
There are lilies near the park. The woman laughs who so dearly wants
the woods to be a deep thicket, a blue night.
Paper work is not for the survivors, it is for the hunter, lifting the
pen to
the prey, down after the kill. I am willing to sacrifice only the little
of the
remainder of ink,
persistence is for the cute animal, the cat, or the stuffed bear.
Manufactured, I send you little of me, I do not take pleasure in busy
tasks.
I tremble. You are a ghost. I ask you, what can a dollar bill mean
to a pack of jackals in early autumn or spring or what have you.
AGAINST
CAREERS
The poem
started in Providence
where something begun in my head
but continuous then I could imagine.
While
I was walking
around clean streets,
white
for no hesitant light withdrew.
It was all right
then and now.
I want
to be there in Providence,
to bring all of the forethought:
The earnest
versus the habitual.
The scholar versus the drama student.
The poet versus the poet.
The love versus the erector set.
The drowning versus the disappearance.
Now back
in the city and the air is three-dimensional.
Logically New York City
is both the future and the past.
I want
to be a poet all of the time.
It's quiet
enough for me to hear a siren's full call
And drunk laughing people not in the least bit cruel.
Prageeta
Sharma is the author of Bliss to Fill (subpress books, 2000).
Her poems and writing has appeared in journals such as Boston Review,
Agni, Fence, and The Women's Review of Books. She
currently writes a poetry column for The National Organization for Women.
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